about sleepless 關於失眠

During past few days, I always feel quite hard to fall asleep or whilst I slept yet not deep at all...
I dreamed a lot ... in those dream , I met lots of people that I yearned ... or some places where cause me feel so nostalgic ...
those conditions didn't afflict me very much ,however I deeply know that it'll cause my health getting worse then ever.

wish there is someone who can sing ballad or lullaby beside me like my mum always did
helping me to fall asleep soon..
however reality is always cruel , the illusion just vanish seconds later...
that's say... in general "sleepless = much sentimental" this equation would never be incorrect  :P

btw today I just can't stop to replay this song~
the lyrics is a bit sorrow... though I can't understand them without translation, still can tell the sadness...
(context is about a girl meets a friend that she's yearning for so long..but when the guy walk by, he merely greeted to her ,without saying any words..) the translation version is quite straightforward..,but I believe the original one should have much more affection within.
when a poem ,article , lyric etc. be translated into another language , meanwhile , some beautiful meaning which only belongs to the original one will lose...
which means only if trying to learn the language itself... then you will be capable to experience the mystery within phrase and words.
just like the there always has slightly differences between my Chinese diary and Eng diary even though they are in same topic  ~

anyway too much to say
nite! nite!

wish me a sweet dream... 

倫敦打工仔

最近瘋狂的接case打工
為的是和緩近來戶頭只出不入的焦慮
即便存款都只是花在生活支出上，還是有那種入不敷出之感
果然窮學生還是要有一些收入才行
於是乎昨天才帶完孩子，今天一早馬上倒LCF報到
沒錯！正是去當人家的畢展小幫手
一整天下來固然累，但是卻異常滿足～
畢竟，我倒底也是在服裝這個領域上投注了四年青春阿！
能夠有機會重新回到那個有熨斗的蒸汽，機台運作的嘈雜聲，還有剪刀咖擦咖擦聲環伺的熟悉環境，也認識了新朋友，真可謂是我的榮幸！
這陣子老是有機會能回到服裝領域做些事，我想這正是上帝用祂最特別的方式在安慰我吧～
安慰我這個曾經在這領域上跌一大跤的人～
“雖然跌跤了，但是仍然有許多部份是可以勝任的！其實並不差阿”

另外，自己的圖畫書也逐步的成型
等到Easter假期結束後，要開始默默的將觸角伸進倫敦各處獨立小書店試試水溫
總之，倫敦打工仔的忙碌一週持續進行著！
雖然忙的不像話，卻也在其中找到了一些自信和方向～
恩，謝謝老爸歐！：）

Blossoming 花開

 最近實在是有點懶惰去更新部落格

倒是很賣力的作畫

想到在匈牙利時構想的故事現正在一點一滴成型

心裡不禁雀躍起來！

雖說春季學期正式劃上尾聲

但繪本計畫就像春天的花一樣正在綻放呢！

然後這會是一個關於“門”的故事

I tended to be a bit lazy on uploading my blog recently.

Instead worked quite hard on my personal work.

When every time think of my narrative which was constructed during my Hungary vocation was progressing step by step.

Just can't ignore how joyful I am anymore.

Although our spring term is nearly end,

my illustration narrative project is currently "blossoming" just like those flowers in the Spring:)   

And it's all about a story which relate to "Door".

最近很喜歡這種現場樂團影帶

尤其是當看得一個小提琴手居然能身兼主唱之後

深深覺得這個世界真的什麼都有可能！哈哈

I've quite fancied at this kinda live acoustic performance.

especially when saw this band's violinist actually can play a role as a vocal in the same time.

Just assumed that anything could be possible in this world. :P   

Day trip to Cambridge

In terms of my recent mental or physical condition I was not very well.

 feel constrained and stressful without reasons and this does make me extremely homesick.

so in order to get ride of this kinda desperate feeling, I decide to travel along to Cambridge:))

The weather was just sooooo right !!! and everything here are entirely fresh, think Miss optimistic finally come back to me, even so I still can feel loneliness is right behind me.
I assumed that perhaps it's all cause I was traveling along.
so next time I'll ganna grab some friends to accompany with~:))

Seems I do treat myself very well hum!!:))

anyway this is a trip about having a break and finding my determination..

as back from Cambridge I finally have a clear direction of my personal work to go for

That's the best thing ever !!!:))

so OK GO!!

孤獨 about loneliness

近來常不由自主的感到孤獨
不曉得為何，感覺那個向來習慣獨處的自己離我好遠好遠
是否源自於總是太過壓抑呢？
不得而知

I can't help to feel loneliness recently
Just can't figure out what's wrong with my current condition ... feels like I the girl who really get used to do everything by herself is fading away.
Does those emotion all come from I was tended to be too uptight and constrained?
No ideal...

也許感到孤單並不是件壞事，反而是一種自我保護
提醒著妳，該去透透氣，散散心，跟朋友聊聊了
整頓完畢之後繼續向前
是不？！

Perhaps, feeling loneliness isn't a bad thing ,instead, it could be a self preservation ..
remind you ,it's time to relax, get some friends around or go for a spin...
after everything all settle down~ then keep moving on
isn't it ??