Even worse is... I can't concentrate on anything.... what's going on with me???
actually even me not really sure what circumstance that I'm standing by right away...
I only knew that I do hard to understand others EN speaker as usual for sure ,besides trying to participate and fulfill every single task that our tutors gave to us by using a second language and different logic ... anyway I trap in a maze... a language maze...
today we have an etching workshop ... though I know that I supposed to look forward for this workshop in long time...yet I just like a strengthless puppet which controlled by an unknown doll master....
To be honest ,I didn't enjoy it .. even though I attend this whole day long workshop as I did in previous time still...
one of reasons is our technician use too much professional vocabularies to introduce the process... I totally can understand that they must do that otherwise no one will get the point of how to run through each process ... yet somehow it would make me feel like I'm diving nearby the shore ... I can tell what happen on the beach generally... but I can't identify them really clear...
I'm not a person who really care about everything must be exactly what it is... but I do feel sick on always be inaccurate ....
the most obvious thing is... I know what they say generally yet if there's anyone who tears the sentence into separate part ..then I probably can't tell them more over...
that's my biggest problem... and also is the one suffering me most...
I know I should do harder to learn EN...but I figure out that the existence of limit in language still there ... which is quite hard to overcome... till now
.......okay I would like to stop myself complaining
anyway~~~life still goes on, I should't always struggle in same trouble.... and although it still quite challenging .... As thinking in positive and active way , I still have chance to turn the situation back to good in the future...as I try hard to do my best in every single moment , such as writing an EN dairy as a practice like what I've done so far!!
does it makes sense!!?:)
actually even me not really sure what circumstance that I'm standing by right away...
I only knew that I do hard to understand others EN speaker as usual for sure ,besides trying to participate and fulfill every single task that our tutors gave to us by using a second language and different logic ... anyway I trap in a maze... a language maze...
today we have an etching workshop ... though I know that I supposed to look forward for this workshop in long time...yet I just like a strengthless puppet which controlled by an unknown doll master....
To be honest ,I didn't enjoy it .. even though I attend this whole day long workshop as I did in previous time still...
one of reasons is our technician use too much professional vocabularies to introduce the process... I totally can understand that they must do that otherwise no one will get the point of how to run through each process ... yet somehow it would make me feel like I'm diving nearby the shore ... I can tell what happen on the beach generally... but I can't identify them really clear...
I'm not a person who really care about everything must be exactly what it is... but I do feel sick on always be inaccurate ....
the most obvious thing is... I know what they say generally yet if there's anyone who tears the sentence into separate part ..then I probably can't tell them more over...
that's my biggest problem... and also is the one suffering me most...
I know I should do harder to learn EN...but I figure out that the existence of limit in language still there ... which is quite hard to overcome... till now
.......okay I would like to stop myself complaining
anyway~~~life still goes on, I should't always struggle in same trouble.... and although it still quite challenging .... As thinking in positive and active way , I still have chance to turn the situation back to good in the future...as I try hard to do my best in every single moment , such as writing an EN dairy as a practice like what I've done so far!!
does it makes sense!!?:)
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