改變 change

從匈牙利回來之後，整個人放鬆了許多
同時間也找到自己一直以來莫大的壓力來源，就是待第三年
一切只因為我只有足夠兩年用的貸款，要省吃儉用加打工才有可能湊足第三年學費
至於生活費呢？不知道..
因此，上學期總是帶著一個極度節制，或許可以說過度節制的態度過日子，除此之外還要上課，適應新環境及工作呢！
半年下來身心俱疲，對於自身所處環境格外帶有怒意，抱怨這抱怨那的
其實英國不差阿，只不過在當時的狀態之下，她的美竟一點也溝不起我想去讚嘆的慾望
於是乎
我下了一個決定，一等這個課程結束，就去找工作
原本計畫好的第三年念MA就先擱著吧

After having a lovely vocation in Hungary , I felt myself whether in health or mentality are going better and much more relaxed than before.
At the same time ,suddenly I figured out the reason why I was not quite delightful yet always felt stressful in the past half year.
It's all cus a plan "studying postgraduate".
Since my budget is just enough to afford two years' cost ,if I want to stay one more year ~which means that I should be very self-discipline on spending money, furthermore, having a part-time job is necessarily.
At the same time I was still adapting this new environment and trying hard to catch up every progress in school.
It did become a heavy burden for me for sure, and almost can say I've been torn apart and burnout.
Consequently, I was a bit irritable and totally forget how to appreciate everything surrounded me ,like what I used to do. Always complaint .
Eventually, UK is not that kind bad... to speak the truth, it's quite beautiful.
Therefore, I set up a determination .
Let's get rid off the MA application or anything about staying longer, after finish this course I shall start to find a full time job!!
Hummmm that's what I really need~~
   

而這剩下的一年半求學生涯，要過的沒有遺憾才行～
打工仍是繼續，只不過目的改變了
變成儲蓄旅資及支付生活基本開銷
既然已經身在歐洲
用它去遊歷各國，總比因為經濟壓力把自己困在英國不敢去探索世界來的好
前者對於閱歷積累顯然更有幫助

As for the last one and half years studying life, live it without any regret!!
Part-time job still remains, but the purpose has been changed.
It will become my future traveling funds and basic costing of groceries.
Since I'm now already in the nearest country toward Europe continent, I can use it to travel around Europe , otherwise it's really a shame that trapped myself in Uk only by finance pressure.
Comparing theses two circumstances,  I think it would be much meaningful to gain experience by traveling.


念頭轉變之後，整個人豁然開朗了
又重新充滿了鬥志
每天都顯得格外珍貴
心想能夠有機會近距離欣賞英國的美真是格外幸福

I was suddenly enlighten as changing my mind.
Passion comes back to me again.
Everyday is so precious.
Think how fortunate I am can have this opportunity to appreciate British's good alongside me everyday.

  
昨日接近晌午的時候，從圖書館再度扛起好幾斤的參考書回家
到家前順道在巷子口轉角的一間名叫愛得華的小雜貨店買雞蛋
裡頭中東裔的老闆非常可愛，老是喜歡跟我和菁菁哈拉，還教我們怎麼用他們的語言打招呼
假如我沒記錯的話，應該是“嗚度”
門才打開，老闆一眼就認出我了，他說：嘿朋友！妳新年在幹嘛？怎麼會這麼久沒見到妳
我跟他說：阿是阿真的好久不見了，我去旅行了啦！簡短幾句寒暄，卻令人感到溫暖
付完錢臨走之際，跟他說了聲再見，他也微笑的向我揮了揮手

Yesterday approaching noon, I was hanging on "a bunch of "heavy text books and reference books back from library.
Before I back home , I went to a small grocery shop called Edward shop which is right on the corner of our lane to buy some eggs incidentally.
The shop owner always treat me and Jing very nice and friendly, and he also taught us how to greet in their language ~ if I won't get wrong ,It might be "wu doo"haha
He just recognized me immediately as I opened the door ,
And asked :"hey friend, how have you been this new year, It's been an age not seeing you !!"
"I was traveling with my friends ahh!" I replied .
Wondering ,why even this kind of simple greeting actually make me feel warm.
As I said good-bye to him after paying money, and this time, he was waving his hands and replied me a cheerful smile.

我心裡想，他或許也會成為我之後回憶起英國生活時不可或缺的一部份
在離別這裡之前，我要盡可能的多累積在英國的美好記憶

Think, perhaps he will become a part of my UK memory as I recall this irreplaceable life.
I still get some more time before leaving here, and I should do my best to record on.

一個給好朋友嘉蕊的生日小卡草稿
A mock up of my dear friend Jazel's B-Day card

用墨水畫的作業草稿
My school works' mock up by ink